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Country: United States
State: New Hampshire
Metro: Manchester
Birthday: 1/1/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: Annoying stupid people. Animals and softball/baseball. I love poking people whom annoy me.
Expertise: Poking people. Writing fan fiction and just plain writing.
Occupation: Student
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Thursday, September 29, 2005

SHINEDOWN
"Better Version"
Excuse the mess, I didn't see you from behind
I caught a glimpse, but the reflection's only mine
It's almost like I'm paralyzed and locked outside myself
What I don't need is to concede because I won't be someone else
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be
And if that's what you wanted
Well then I'm so sorry
How about a better version of, the way that I am
How about a better version that, makes me understand
How about a better version of, the way that I am
The way I look, The way I speak,
How about a better version of me
Excuse the wall, I put it up from time to time
A silver shade, and the design is all mine
It's just a maze that everyday I seem to be stuck in
It never seems to fade away but I pray for the day it ends
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be
And if that's what you wanted
Well then I'm so sorry
[CHORUS]
Show me my vital signs until I'm realigned
[CHORUS]

^^
That song so discribes how I feel about Sara right now.

It's so bad that I am considering delating this site to be rid of her and that fight forever. Either delate this site or leave xanga forever.

I really don't know right now.

All I know is I am hurt, confused, and pissed off. All because of one person. Thank you a whole lot.

I am ,however, take a break from xanga. I need it to try to forget about it cuz it has become way out of control way too fast and I don't even know how the hell that happened.

Whatever.

I will let everyone know my final descion whenever I make it.

I just need a break from this.


Saturday, September 24, 2005

SHINEDOWN
"Lost In The Crowd"
Should I offer up my hand
And save a wish for once
For all of us
And should I offer up my hand
And lay the guilt on myself
So it's easier , to not stay, to not stay
[Chorus]
Because I found you in your corner
I pulled you out of the clouds
You left in such a hurry
Your face got lost in the crowd
Should I open up my eye's or just ignore who you are
And what you could have been
And should I open up my eye's and make believe you will change
So it's easier to not stay, to not stay
[Chorus Out]


^^So Me last night.......... right Tom

Anywho- Had Thursday off (WHOOT) so I went over to Sara's house (after getting my check cuz I like getting MY money and I also put gas in my car cuz Im so cool)

Anywho slept over there went to work yesterday (Great fun..... actually it aint that bad- just funny that Sara and her mom go to visit me at work and where am I??????? On my break)

After wards- we headed over to Tom and Jenn's house. Between there and the ride back to Saras from work I figured out my cell phone had been turned off (I was like I called home..... why is it speaking SPANISH TO ME)

Which makes me think- why does a company based in the USA (THE northeast too) where the biggest part of the people using it speak English- does there costumer service tape begin in SPANISH.......... weird I tell ay weird

Anywho- back to Tom and Jenns

So we hung out and began cooking pizza (well Jenn cooked........ I over saw everything) Okay so I was told to stay far far far away from the fire cooking the food cuz I guess I am a fire-hazard or something...... I would never blow anything up........... well okay anything with food in it at least- food is good....... it fills the empty void deep within my tummy

It was around this time that Tom began to tweak (his word that he stole from someone else).

He lost a $30 Red Sox hat.......... that he had had for like under a day. (Nice job, my friend.....)

So after watching him tweak out for like 15/20 minutes I decided that I being the nice, kind, amazing, caring, 100% best best best friend in the world that I would drive him to Shaw's to look for it

(HEy I am the best friend in the world................. if you don't agree You shall die when I rule the world.)

Anywho- the whole ride there Tom was tweaking out and it was FUNNY

Yeah- i had to laugh at him........ cuz Im mean like that........ I mean cool like that

Anywho- we get to Shaw's (On the way we agreed he owed- which was a given- but I said he owed me more.......)

Anywho- Tom tweaks (I think I like this word now) out all throughout Shaw's. Which did nothing except cause Tom to tweak out even more) Which caused me to laugh even more- cause I guess I have problem at laughing at someone when they are freaking/tweaking out.......... I should get that fixed

Oh well

So Tom figures that hey we are in that part of town so lets check the one place Tom says it could not be...... the office

Yeah- guess where the hat was

The office

Good Job Tom in keeping track of your belongings.......... Im proud

Anywho- we go back to their house to eat pizza and watch the game to find the the pizza has been sliced into 27 pieces (bite-sized so that we could eat it quicker....)

So Tom and I decided that I own him.......... well okay so I decided that and Tom said I own his soul........ sweetness people are giving me their souls

I believe that is the first step in forming our own religion.

ALL BOW BEFORE THE GREAT AND WONDERFUL CASSIE- QUEEN OF THE DORKS

And whom shall be my King???

CLAY AIKEN

Okay- Im done being random

At least

I think I am


Wednesday, September 21, 2005

SEETHER
"Broken (feat. Amy Lee)"
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

[x2]
'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

 

^^Good song.........

Anyways- This is a WaRnInG

I am a lil weird right now cuz my mommy gave me some good painkillers and I just heard Beau singing

Scary- I know

Anywho

Went out with some peeps last night

To HOOTERS we went

and the food was great

Mojo- Sara Mojo

lol

That was great

Anywho work has been fun

If u count not having a clue what to fun

Which I do cuz I still get paid for it

Anyways- I should stop updating and go back upstairs to talk to Sara again.......

But SVU has got my attention right now

Which considering my current crazyness is not hard to do

SHINY OBJECT



Friday, September 16, 2005

KUTLESS
"Take Me In"
Take me past the outer courts
Into the Holy Place
Past the brazen altar
Lord I want to see your face
Pass me by the crowds of people
And the Priests who sing your praise
I hunger and thirst for your righteousness
But it's only found in one place
[Chorus:]
Take me into the holy of holies
Take me in by the blood of the lamb
Take me into the holy of holies
Take the coal, touch my lips, here I am

Hello

 

My name is Cassie and I HATE SELF SCAN and think it should die

I am also becoming less and less fond of this stupid site call xanga

So I am not taking a break, but unless I feel like it I will not be commenting on stupid xanga posts.... okay- Its getting to be too much stress when I feel like I have to comment on peoples post cuz otherwise if I dont I dont "love" u anymore

Grrrrrrrrrr......... its insane....... so dont take offense if I dont comment on it.. I dont hate u

Anywho- been working alot

And just spent a lot

Is buying 10 movies, 3 CDs and a remote all in one wack a bad thing...........

I dont think so- cuz I put gas in my car BEFORE so therefore had no other use for the money right now......

Off to watch 1 of the movies I just got.... fever pitch



Thursday, September 08, 2005

KUTLESS
"All Alone"
Icy chills round your heart
A heart that's made of stone
It seems like
Life is out to get you
To destroy what you want
I know that, that you blame me for all that you go through
It could be, so different if you would just let it go
You're all alone
Running out of ways to
Hold on to hope
And it always slips away
You're all alone
But you don't have to
Pretend to cope
There is a brighter way
If you would change your perspective
You'd see that it is true
Life is not always what you want
Sometimes it's hard to bear
I'd be with you, and help you in all that you go through
I love you, let Me change your heart by coming in
You're all alone
Running out of ways to
Hold on to hope
And it always slips away
You're all alone
But you don't have to
Pretend to cope
There is a brighter way

^^^READ THOSE SONG LYRICS

If you know me they shall make sense to you.

Anywho- been working a lot

Like 22 hours in the past 4 days

Plus I have 6 more tomorrow and I dont know what else cuz the new sheldule dont go up until tomorrow

I am trying to decide if the fact that my left ankle has been killing me a little bigger for the past week or so is a good or bad thing

I am saying bad

But I dont have the time for a doctor

And I think the fact that I cannot feel the bottom of my right big toe is a bad thing too

Whatever- I KNOW its a bad thing when you start saying PLU codes to yourself when u r not at work or even worse have a dream about work............ AHHHHHHHHHH

NOT GOOD

Anywho- Lil Miss Kiley went to the vet and she is a healthy 4 pound kitten whom got mad cuz the carrier was not a toy and the time that she was going to the vet is kitten play time.......... and when she got there she was like "I was promised TOYS."

She purred wicked loud I was like "Kiley if u keep purring like that they may think that u like it here."

But she is healthy and Im going to go cuz I know I am boring u

I MISS MY SARA

yes she is now MY sara- not urs but MINE

Luv ya guys

HAVOC

and the PLOT will come into place

Okay- so I think I just said something about my three friends that read this

Go me

I am so cool



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